Constant Temptation

"Cheat on me once, Shame on you. Cheat on me twice, Shame on me... for not beating you to it."

Everyday, Every hour, Every minute, Every second... filled with constant temptation. Close and personal sexual advances that make the mind wander and drift away from reality. Being in a relationship, being in commited relationship is very hard to do.... Hard to maintain when you can't keep a solid thought with your fantasy right in front of your face. Desires, hidden inside and suppressed, were now revealed. Searching and seeking constant pleasure and fulfillment was the new way to play the game. Dominant and strong features engraved into my memory... He stood tall and proud. Allowing him to seduce me and take control... No strings attached. Only allow surface affection... cheek, neck, shoulder, lips... Surrendered into his passion, enjoying the being in between. On ectasy, an outer body experience, and chills... reaching heaven and floating back down, he held me. Feeling complete was the key, and he gave me everything i needed. He was my complete fantasy, my sensual secret. Sinking into reality, back to my life and relationship... my fantasy gone to his world, chillin' with his girl. Tomorrow, he will call... and we will back in constant temptation, as we engage in this affair of him pleasuring me.

Beautiful Being

Barely opening her eyes to the world,
a little baby girl was born.
Two parents, one home, that's was the life.
The American Dream that's hard to achieve...
the opportunity to strive, struggle, and survive.
That's what her parents did for her...
All the potential in the world...
God loved His little baby girl.
Arms swingin' and Legs kickin'
Dancin' to the rhythm of life.
Growing up and stretchin' out,
She danced to the rhythm of life.
Minnie Mouse outfit the first day of school,
and Fruit Loops to share with the class,
She searched for her own rhythm.
Mommy and Me ballet and tap class,
She began her own rhythm.
Transferring to a private school,
and wearing a blue plaid Uniform,
She struggled to find her own rhythm.
Ballet, Tap, and Jazz on Thursdays,
She found a pattern to her rhythm.
Inducted into Company A,
She set the opening of her dance.
Going into middle school,
Lots of friends, Lots of excitement,
She practiced that rhythm.
Moving up to Company B,
Jazz Dancer of the Year,
She found her style of rhythm.
High school, freshman year,
Varsity Dance Team,
She practiced that style.
Moving on to Company C,
Ensemble Dancer of the Year,
She set the body work of her dance.
African Dance 1,2, and 3,
She found her beat of rhythm.
Moving to the top of the Company, D...
Dance Captain,
Principal Dancer of Spirit,
Artistic Director of the Year,
She found her direction and future.
Senior Year,
African, "Passion,"
Artistic Solo,
She found her own passion, Dance.
"Phenomal Woman."
She's a woman, Phenomally.