Constant Temptation

"Cheat on me once, Shame on you. Cheat on me twice, Shame on me... for not beating you to it."

Everyday, Every hour, Every minute, Every second... filled with constant temptation. Close and personal sexual advances that make the mind wander and drift away from reality. Being in a relationship, being in commited relationship is very hard to do.... Hard to maintain when you can't keep a solid thought with your fantasy right in front of your face. Desires, hidden inside and suppressed, were now revealed. Searching and seeking constant pleasure and fulfillment was the new way to play the game. Dominant and strong features engraved into my memory... He stood tall and proud. Allowing him to seduce me and take control... No strings attached. Only allow surface affection... cheek, neck, shoulder, lips... Surrendered into his passion, enjoying the being in between. On ectasy, an outer body experience, and chills... reaching heaven and floating back down, he held me. Feeling complete was the key, and he gave me everything i needed. He was my complete fantasy, my sensual secret. Sinking into reality, back to my life and relationship... my fantasy gone to his world, chillin' with his girl. Tomorrow, he will call... and we will back in constant temptation, as we engage in this affair of him pleasuring me.